Girl Mom/Boy Mom/ Mom

 I went through 5 rounds.of fertility, 3 miscarriages, 3 C sections and a full repair abdominalplasty within 8 years from beginning to end at our last child and I usually get ine question,  even from people who should know better and know what we went through to have our family.

" wHen arE yOu trYiNg fOr a BOY?"

Seriously though....why is this still ok?

I'm 40 and exhausted. Read the room, Cheryl.

We have 3 beautiful girls that fill up our lives with love and wonder. But somehow we are seen as less or wanting because we didn't end up with some perfect formulation of mixed genders in our offspring. 

My husband, more than anything else, is assumed to be " disappointed " not to have a boy or " ovwrwhelmed" to be surrounded by estrogen. 

You know...I don't think I'd last long in a marriage with a man that thought that way,  especially after everything he watched my body go through for the family we made and what he survived with me in our losses. 

All of this is said after letting it build yo for half a decade so stay with me. There a part of me that gets no everyone had empathy or the ability to make small talk without being invasive. A very...very small part. 

What is this obsession with having a " full set" aka one boy and one girl? Coming from an only child home and marrying someone from a similar situation, we went into the phase of "baby making" with hopes for multiple but definitely no wishes for one gender over another. Give me healthy, happy and thriving, please and thank you!

What do you think?

And here's another one for you!

Boy Moms vs. Girl Moms

Really everyone?

My girls dp wear frilly dresses and like their nails painted but they're also the first to stomp in mud and wrestle in the living room and punch eachother when they think no one is looking good and get dirt under their nails! They are as rough and tumble as the next kid but all I ever hear is " OH it must be SO EASY with all girls! My boys are SO HARD to deal with!"

Maybe thats just all kids of a certain age?

That's just me. I could be wrong. I probably am!



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